Where was this when I was younger?

 

 

      Where was this when I was growing up? I'm 18 but I have spent so much time trying not to mess up, that I never lived my life. I always cared about what people thought about me. BIG MISTAKE! I should never spent years trying to be what others wanted me to be.
     I should have made more mistakes. Not "sleep with the whole football team" or "do heroin in the bathroom" mistakes. (But I do know people who do).  Not anything major, but I feel I should've went out and live a little.
     One of things I never did was to let myself be really vulnerable to someone. I was too embarrassed. Now I have to deal with the issue of not being able to speak my mind or show my feelings.
     If I had this poster in my room, I would've had less anxiety about my life. I need to stop carrying other people's expectations and live my own life. What do you guys think?