You're allowed to have those feelings

      I also wish I had a poster of this in my room. I always hold back in my feelings. Whenever I was upset at someone they never knew how I felt. My crushes didn't even thought I wanted to go beyond being friends. Now that I'm stepping into the real world, I need to stand up for myself and tell people how I feel. Yeah, sure I'll feel embarrassed but that better than being stepped on by people and never taking a chance on someone. I just hope I'm better at taking my advice than writing this post.

Love is so scary

Forgiveness

       This has to be one of the most hardest thing anybody can do. How can you get over someone who did you so horribly wrong? It's not about getting over someone, but letting yourself let go of those terrible feelings. I know it's hard, but you need to move on with your life. Honestly, it takes me years to forgive but when I do I feel better. I don't care what you think, everyone wants to feel better. I kind of wish people would forgive me too.

Not everyone will support your dream.

      This is the story of everyone's life. There is no one on earth lucky enough to avoid of having great pain in their life.
        When I finally decided on being a better screenwriter (one of the hardest things I ever done), I thought that maybe my parents would support me. Boy, was I wrong. My parents raised me to become a doctor but I don't have the stomach or passion for it. Always on the clock and having people's life in my hands? No thank you. Its a job that truly isn't for me. When I told my parents about what I wanted to do, my heart shattered. We had a huge fight and it became really tense in my house. I had to debate whether it was worth living my dream in exchange of losing the people I love. But my life is just staring, should I follow my dream?

Love Sucks Balls!

     I hate how caring I am! I love a lot and people these days just don't care. About anything. At all. If you ever been in my high school, you would've seen girls crying in the bathroom because their best friend was either talking shit about them or stealing their boyfriend. When did we become so heartless? I'm no saint. I have hurt people but not on such a bad scale, unless you're my brother. (He thinks I'm a killer).
    When I tell someone I care about them, I mean it. You should at least support me and be at my side. I would do the same for you. C'mon people care a little more.

Where was this when I was younger?

 

 

      Where was this when I was growing up? I'm 18 but I have spent so much time trying not to mess up, that I never lived my life. I always cared about what people thought about me. BIG MISTAKE! I should never spent years trying to be what others wanted me to be.
     I should have made more mistakes. Not "sleep with the whole football team" or "do heroin in the bathroom" mistakes. (But I do know people who do).  Not anything major, but I feel I should've went out and live a little.
     One of things I never did was to let myself be really vulnerable to someone. I was too embarrassed. Now I have to deal with the issue of not being able to speak my mind or show my feelings.
     If I had this poster in my room, I would've had less anxiety about my life. I need to stop carrying other people's expectations and live my own life. What do you guys think?