Monday, June 17, 2013

Where was this when I was younger?

      Where was this when I was growing up? I'm 18 but I have spent so much time trying not to mess up, that I never lived my life. I always cared about what people thought about me. BIG MISTAKE! I should never spent years trying to be what others wanted me to be.
     I should have made more mistakes. Not "sleep with the whole football team" or "do heroin in the bathroom" mistakes. (But I do know people who do).  Not anything major, but I feel I should've went out and live a little.
     One of things I never did was to let myself be really vulnerable to someone. I was too embarrassed. Now I have to deal with the issue of not being able to speak my mind or show my feelings.
     If I had this poster in my room, I would've had less anxiety about my life. I need to stop carrying other people's expectations and live my own life. What do you guys think?

1 comment:

  1. I think you should just do you. One thing I learned about now that I'm in college is that no one is gonna have to live with your choices and decisions you are. So don't make time for regrets. Make time for experiences because in the end every memory is precious. It defines who you are.